I am a failure. I mean seriously, every attempt at internet recognition I've shot for ends with my site being idle for 3 months. Tokipedia is the only near sucess and that's only because it's open to lousy posts and occasional porn.
I haven't played a fighting game seriously for quite awhile and I think I may even quit 3s. I don't know if it's work or lack of confidence but I've really lost my feel for the game. Everyone I played with either moved or gave it up. Such a shame. I don't want to play on 2DF because I don't like online play even if it is near lagless, I live for the H2H experience. I may start picking up this 2DF stuff soon though so if you wanna play, hit me up.
I think the entire point of this post is to vent about Fighting Games and my losing focus. I've never been too popular with the Fighting Game communities online (FG Board, SRK, Denjin) but I must admit, I conduct myself like a total dumbass and for that I apologize for being nothing but a one-post troll who mimics Badmash. I am nowhere near that annoying, I can be annoying but not that annoying. I rant alot, but that's about it. I suppose I wanted to get a few laughs from my peers, the folks who're immersed in the same genre as me, FG's but I mean I know the cut off point.
I am sorry.
However, I think that the Fighting Games board must go under some sort of careful moderation to avoid the current overflow of MK topics. From what I've seen, none of these posters are even on MK vs DC or many of the MK boards, they are merely trolls trying to expand the flame to a ridiculous size. Also, the regulars, how few of them are left are brash and cold individuals for the most part. I don't mean to label anyone a jerk but I've been labelled an unfunny douchebag so que sara sara. It's the internet, people get wound up in it but I mean seriously!? This really needs to stop, the FG boards deviate from the topic and are labelled as a bunch of idiots fighting a bunch of SNK hating elitists.
Basically, I think almost everyone on the FG boards have really taken this whole thing to such a unbelievably high level. This nonsense and hatred, FG might as well be /v/ on 4chan but instead of talking about S.T.A.L.K.E.R we talk about how great 3s is and always will be and how we'll never except this or that and nitpick at every new doujin looking bland ArcSys clone till the end of time. Do we really want this? Can't we achieve some sort of order? As long as there are posters, there are trolls. If this is the case then this will be my formal resignation from GameFaqs. I will do a 500 thread of dickgirl porn and Saigado just to get me banned so I can never ever come back to this crap.
I don't want to do that. Despite people treating me like trash, I like the FG boards, they're a big part of my social life. Despite how lame that sounds it's kinda true. When I moved, I hadn't met anyone who played FG's for a very long time and I stumbled on the board one day. I was a lurker back then and Muscle Buster was still around, cog posted alot, it was cool. I thought I'd enjoy this board and I joined GameFaqs. I became a troll to gain some attention so I could talk about the things I really enjoyed. I wanted to talk about tourneys and Street Fighter. That never really happened because the FG boards weren't really about FG's, they revolved around the posters and the trolls that battled for supremacy.
I know this sounds like a lot of dumb crap typed by a kid but I mean, this is how I feel.
Tokaro-ISM will update sooner rather than later and Warrior's Dreams is going to be rebooted. I knwo it sucked but hey, who cares what an entire board of sarcastic trolls think?
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